Travel and the past!

Wow I never would have thought that I could say I have been to Samoa and New Zealand! But I have! And let me tell you it was amazing! I learned so much there in a few days that I would never have learned here in the states! I was once again reminded who is in charge of everything here! My patriarchal blessing was brought back to my remembrance. It says that I will feel a kinship to those of other nations. and boy do I ever now! I miss the people in Samoa! I miss Samoa! Oh well, that's life! But I came back a different person! And once again I reopened a bag of feelings from the past! I went and visited Joe yesterday night! It was really good for me, but I can't help feeling old feelings! he is in a wheelchair but he is still the same old Joe that i have been missing! It will help bring closure to these feelings and hopefully help me move on and heal some of my problems that will help in future relationships! But i just feel a mixture of feelings and i think that is why i am tired as well as staying up late and also getting up early! But here my new step in life goes! wish me well!

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