Will it ever slow down?

Today is crazy! I have had so many random people come up and ask me out! I don't know why! These people are not ones i talk to very often! I know i am nice to people, but sometimes i am too nice! I had to be mean last night! One guy was hanging around and he just wouldn't get the hint! But i have a date with Andrew and i guess i am am eventually going on a date with this guy named Paul! I flirt a lot i have decided because all the people i really talk to outside of council are guys! There are a few girls don't get me wrong! But yeah! I feel weird when i say yes to go on dates with these guys though! I just am not really attracted to them in that way! I am not crushing on them! I don't want to lead on, but it is fun to go on dates and flirt! Well that's it for now! basically i am confused!!!!!!!!! but what's new!

another day in the life of rachy-poo

The road of life just keeps making turns!

I tell you i am sick of all these turns! I broke down today in Council meeting! Finally i was able to pull myself together, but not before i shed tears and my eyes got red! I wish i didn't have this! I also felt today i should go on a mission next year! I am turning 21 next year! But that also makes more changes! I just don't seem to do well with changes! I hope that changes! no punn intended! Well i just wanted to send this out in the void to vent and think! It didn't help too much! But oh well!

another day in the life of rachy-poo